Sunday, November 12, 2006

It was more than a week since Halloween, and my jack-o-lantern had not rotted away as had the poor, neglected carved pumpkins of years gone by. Indeed, no. This year I cryogenically froze my pumpkin using a sophisticated process that can only be described as "putting it in my freezer."

For every night of the last week I had taken it out of the freezer and lit a candle inside the frozen shell. At first, the results were incredible. Its cheerful face continued to bathe the living room with a festive autumnal glow long after the last trick or treater had ravaged the bowl of snickers.

During these first few nights I felt as though I had conquered the very laws of nature. I knew how Dr. Frankenstein must have felt as he reanimated the monster. Fortunately there was very little chance that the frozen pumpkin would go on a rampage and kill my wife.

However, as time went by, I noticed something change in the pumpkin’s face. It no longer looked out on the world with the cheerful confidence of a decoration. It was brooding. A twinge of fear and loneliness sparkled in its eyes. One day, as I sat there contemplating my eternal pumpkin, I fell into a deep sleep.

"Why did you do this to me?" the pumpkin asked me. Flakes of freezer ice falling from its strained features. As I looked at it a creeping fear seized my heart.

"You don’t understand," I whispered. "You would rot much too soon. I want to see you on Thanksgiving. I want to see you as it snows outside. I want to see you in the spring. You don’t even know that there is a July."

The pumpkin seethed. "Are you really so selfish that you would trap me in a frozen carcass thinking that you could capture a season?"

I started. "You’re mine. I created you. I gave you that face, and that mouth … and you won’t leave until I say so!"

The pumpkin sighed. "When you give life to something, you also give it freedom beyond your control. Whatever life you gave me, I can use to leave."

I awoke to find the thawed pumpkin collapsed on itself in an orange puddle surrounding the candle flame. Its features were gone. I removed the candle and scooped it into a plastic bag.

Walking to the dumpster I looked up at the stars, thinking how I had cut two eyes, a nose, and a mouth into a vegetable. If there was ever a creation that should be owned by its master, it was this pumpkin. And yet it could not be controlled. It slipped away as surely as sandcastles in the tide or snowmen in the spring.

I thought of art-historians using million dollar technology to restore centuries-old paintings. I thought of the Venus de Milo and the crumbling Pantheon. I thought of the papyrus poems that burnt with the Library at Alexandria and the host of authors who poured their hearts into works we will never read. Even mighty Shakespeare lost a play.

Click “Post a Response” below and tell me why don’t our creations last forever? And most importantly, why can’t we accept that they don’t?


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Jeffrey    Posted by
Jeffrey
on 11/12/2006
8:14 PM
11/13/2006 1:07:38 AM UTC
How can a human creation last forever when humans themselves do not? But more importantly, who says our creations don't last forever? I suppose one would have to define "lasting forever." Perhaps forever is only as long as human existence. And perhaps something's tangible representation does not last, but the memory or idea of that something may very well (for as long as there are humans to do the remembering). Take for instance the idea of hacking open that bulbous orange vegetable, relieving of its seeds and precious bodily organs, and then making it look happy about it. Whoever made that first Jack-O-Lantern created something that could last forever in the sense that his or her idea lives on. One's kind of weird idea becomes tradition, and the annual pumpkin massacre continues. Also, those ancient Egyptians who believed that the mummification of their kings paved the way for his or her peaceful journey to the afterlife have an idea that lives on. What is carving pumpkins really other than modern day mummification without the hassle of finding a dead king? I know for me, anyways, I get all those dangerous mummification urges out near Halloween. I guess what I am trying to say is this: When I draw a picture, I don't just draw a picture. I draw a thousand words, because that is what every picture is worth (I actually counted, and its actually closer to 979 words, but I mean, round up). So, a thousand words spoken by ten people is 10,000 words. Isn't it fair to assess that I didn't just draw a picture, but created an idea? Alas, I am just a humble college student, and my drawing and ensuing discussions may stop after five minutes (5 seconds). However, when considering a piece of work like say the Venus de Milo, not only is it well documented with millions of words in thousands of art history books, encyclopedias, and probably at least two other sources, how long after it is dust will its memory remain? I'd venture to say forever. How long after the Sistine Chapel crumbles will one of us query "Dude, remember the Sistine Chapel? That was kinda sweet." That is the beauty of art. Painting a picture isn't just making art, it is making emotion, idea, revolution, or in its simplest form: entertainment. Art is simply the catalyst, my friend, and whatever ensues will last forever. However, whatever ensues will always be traced back to its origin, and in that sense, what we create can last forever.
David Ives
11/13/2006 2:52:55 PM UTC
Well said. And as the holidays approach, let's be thankful that a christmas tree won't fit in my freezer.
Jives
11/13/2006 4:25:34 PM UTC
Jeff,
You ask many important questions that seem to trouble our thoughts particularly in autumn. Why can't we stop time, capture a moment, save it forever? But even as we thrill to the glory of now, it is gone.

Your pumpkin had to die so that next October you could once again have the joy of carving a new jack-o-lantern. It's really just that simple. Which is to say, not simple at all.
Deb
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